More Progress:

Scratch has a delete button in the editor that deletes any item(s) selected. If no item(s) is(are) selected, it will delete the entire stage. On 8:26 PM September 19 2023, I accidently clicked that delete button and the entire stage got erased. I immediately clicked the undo button afterwards but if I clicked on a different stage, the artwork would be irreversibly erased since scratch forget the history of stages when they are clicked off.

Could you imagine that actually happening. If it did, i would have to completely give up on making a submission for Madness Day. I'd probably even give up on Balloonshroom entirely. Maybe even delete my account. Good thing that never happened.

I feel like I've got this somewhat under control so I guess help isn't needed anymore.

I honestly should have known better than to assume anyone would be willing to support me on this Art Project. Ugh, this happens EVERYTIME. There's always this one part of my brain that holds on to hope that SOMEONE will help me with all my troubles and finally turn this account around for once. What an utterly stupid idea. Do any major or even minor artists use scratch at ALL?

Here's progress (barely any):

I've got to teach my brain to stop expecting anyone to ever support a nobody like me. No one helps out small accounts here.

My current progress on the madness artwork. They're supposed to be surrounded by grunts, agents, engineers, soldats, tricky, jesus, and the auditor. I know it looks a little rough but i was planning to polish it later.

It's gonna take quite a bit of work to get this out at a reasonable quality in time. If only there was a way to increase the amount of work being put into this like, say, more people working on this picture with me...

Please help me on this. I'm doing this on scratch so if you have any expertise on it let me know.

Not sure if I'll make it in time though. I have a pretty bad track record of missing deadlines.

One year ago on this day, my supporter status was revoked like I said before...

...um

...so yeah, that's all the news today. I feel like I'm forgetting a piece of news but I don't know what...

It's been nearly a year since my Newgrounds supporter status expired (September 10). I'm not planning on getting a monetary subscription to Newgrounds but I wish I could do something else to help out.

Blizzy's Characters:

I was looking some old news posts and found this. Looks like I didn't do BlizzyDoris' characters after all. Well, I mean, I could do it now but (Insert Excuse Here).

The Hiatus:

This post talks about me taking a hiatus. I was talking about a hiatus for a completely different reason and for a different time period but A hiatus ended up happening anyway (Sept 2022- June 2023). Huh.

Rather Cringy Back Then:

I'm probably still cringy now. You never know until you look back.

Still looking for a place to make music:

for those that wanna know.

Man. I was DESPERATE back then:

and I... somewhat still am. I'd just like someone to talk to for a bit...

I'd like to make a blog forum where I could answer people's questions about BalloonShroom. Like I said in the description of Here. That would be nice.

It seems like most of my "Mutuals" I used to interact with are either Dead*, Ignoring** me or DevUltraGod***. Granted, I did go on a hiatus for 9 months so I can't blame them. But still, my fan page feels a little empty.

*Dead as in not active anymore

**Ignoring is a bit of a strong word. I wouldn't say that

***Nothing bad about D.U.G. by the way (I like calling him D.U.G.)

Note: I'm posting this again because I want this message to show up on my Central Account Page (CAP, for short)

(Continuation of This)

Actually I'd like to make 2 separate websites. Though I'd like to merge them into 1.

The first one is a website for BalloonShroom. Pretty much just a gallery of my Art and links to the Games (and Movie) I've created. Though I would like if anyone could get them to function in the site itself.

The 2nd one... It's somewhat complicated. I'll tell you more about it if you're interested.

Like as in, who/what do you percieve me as? Do you think I seem rather childish or egotistial because I constantly talk about achieving unrealistic, self-absorbed goals and then complain about it?

I'm sorry if I appear that way. I need to learn to stop doing this.